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My Tyrant Lover - Chapter 4

“Arrange for a helicopter to fly Kamenashi-san back to Tokyo tonight.” Nishikido mumbled as he walked passed his assistant. The young man beside him attentively registered this new instruction as he followed his leader as they left their headquarters.
“Pardon me, sir,” the assistant asked, his voice as cold as Nishikido’s, “Why do you want him to leave when you love him so much?”
“He deserves better.” Nishikido answered, “He deserves someone better than me, Yamashita.”
“Of course, sir,” Yamashita bowed again, as he opened the door of the limousine for his leader. “But there are hardly any people that can be better than you.”
“Too many questions, Yamashita.” Nishikido commented curtly. Yamashita bowed low, apologizing profusely as he did. Nishikido kept quiet and signaled for his chauffeur to take off.
“I’ll never be good enough for him. Never.” Nishikido thought to himself solemnly.
It was just a few days ago that he was being tracked down by his enemies while on a secret trip to Tokyo. Those scarred faced Yakuzas were definitely more hostile than he remembered and it was just his luck that he underestimated them. As far as he could remember, Tokyo’s hooligans are all nothing but wimps with big egos. Things have definitely changed since he left his homeland years ago.
 After a furious fight that caused Nishikido to lose a bunch of his henchmen, those blasted Yakuza were still hot on his tracks despite having already shot him down with a bullet on his arm. Staggering and trying hard to keep his vision focused, Nishikido was glad he was able to find a safe alley where he was sure no one would find him. Settling himself behind a bicycle, Nishikido leaned against the wall, wincing in pain as his open wound barely touched the rough bricks.
He really thought he was going to die on the streets in a dark corner right there in Tokyo. Till he saw a blurred image of a slender figure who appeared out of nowhere and started fussing over his wound. At that point, Nishikido thought he just saw an angel. The ‘angel’ had a beautiful figure and flowing brown hair and had an aura that made that alley feel a lot like Heaven.
The figure stuttered, and inched towards carefully and muttered something that he could not here.
“Come closer,” he wanted to say but the words just could not come out of his mouth. The ‘angel’ did seem to know how much pain he was going through and wasted no time in helping him dress his wound. “A-are you feeling better?” came a sweet but strangely deep voice. It was then that Nishikido realized that his beloved angel is actually male. Nishikido shivered as the cold wind blew against his bandaged wound. He did not care if the other one was a man, he just needed some warmth.
“It’s cold…stay. Please…” he pleaded when he sensed that the other was about to leave. Unconsciously, he had already fallen in love with that man. It was a few days later that he did what he always did to things he wanted. He took him.
Now that he had to leave Kazuya, it was not his choice. He knew that the moment news got out to the underworld that he might have a new lover, Kazuya would be in grave danger. This was all planned for Kazuya’s sake. No matter how painful it is to smother this new found love, Nishikido knew he had to do it.
The hardest part came when he gritted his teeth as he stood outside Kazuya’s room, waiting to say his last farewell before the helicopter takes off. His knuckles went white as he gripped the doorknob with all his strength, trying to keep himself calm and expression straight as he entered the familiar room that now retains Kazuya’s scent. He saw that small figure hugging his knees as he sat on the bed. Kazuya looked so small and fragile, Nishikido commented to himself, part of him wanted to go up and protect the boy. From what? He was not sure.
“Don’t make me leave.” came a muffled voice which shook Nishikido out of his deep thoughts as he felt a pair of skinny arms wrap round him suddenly. Using up all the strength he could to stop himself from giving in to Kazuya, he broke away from the other man and looked away, avoiding the other’s tearing eyes.
“Leave. You have to return to your family. Things are not as simple as you think.” Nishikido said, in that same cold voice he used to talk to his henchmen.
“How difficult can it get? You took my body and made me fall in love with you. Doesn’t that matter at all to you?”
Nishikido remained silent as Kazuya raised his voice and was about to lose his temper.
“I’m just a toy to you, right? I’m just a play thing that you bring here to have fun with and then return me as and when you feel like it…” Kazuya blurted out his thoughts, “ …Do you even love me?”
Looking past Kazuya, Nishikido forced out a bitter laughter.
“Love? I’ve never loved anyone and I never will. To love is a weakness, how can I afford that when I am the leader of one of the most prominent mafia organizations.”
Kazuya fell silent and could only stare blankly at the man once thought he loved. Nishikido grabbed Kazuya’s chin and stared into his eyes.
“Or maybe, you just wanted another round of Nishikido Ryo before you leave.” He smirked as he leaned in for a kiss; knowing that Kazuya would definitely resist him.
“You bastard!” Kazuya scolded as he slapped Nishikido hard on the cheeks. “Fine, I’ll do as you wish and leave.”
Kazuya took a few of his personal belongings and left in a hurry with Nishikido’s men to board the helicopter.
“Maybe it was just my own wishful thinking that I could change you… that you loved me.” Kazuya thought as he held back his tears when he settled down on the helicopter. “I shall forget about this, it’s all a nightmare… and I’ll go back to my normal life after this.”
After Kazuya left, Nishikido ordered all his men to leave the room. Slowly, he made his way to the bed and sat down. The room still smelt like Kazuya, the bed sheets still reminds him of the night they spent together.
“Kazuya…” Nishikido did not know that he would miss the other one so soon.
“I’m so sorry...” he mumbled under his breath before he finally allowed a single tear to fall down his cheeks. 


Author's Notes: So sorry for not updating for so long! Was really busy and I was suppose to study for my Driving Theory test and here I am typing a fanfic. And I am at work now! Oh great. Anyway, updates will be slow, but stay with me! I will update the other two fics too. Soon! I promise. And thanks to my F-list for their concern, I'm alright and quite back to normal. So... enjoy the fic and comment please!


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Jul. 11th, 2007 01:06 am (UTC)

You updated!!! ::hugs::

::runs off to read::
Jul. 11th, 2007 01:10 am (UTC)
How's that studying going? lol...fics are always a good thing.....although you should probably study. haha

This was such an angst chapter, and yet it was sooo good!! We'll stick with you don't worry! (^_^)v

(no subject) - madguitaristz - Jul. 11th, 2007 01:20 am (UTC) - Expand
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wasup - colonel_kazuya - Sep. 27th, 2007 09:46 am (UTC) - Expand
Jul. 11th, 2007 01:32 am (UTC)
Ah poor softie ryo.. it's awesome~~~ poor ryo... and poor kame, his ass still hurts and ryo wants him to leave... tsk <3
Jul. 11th, 2007 02:00 am (UTC)
how did u knw tt his ass still hurts? >.< what have u been doing to kame behind closed doors!! haha...

glad u thought it was good. :D *hugs*
Jul. 11th, 2007 03:19 am (UTC)
aw T_T poor both..*hugs* thx for writing this...cant wait for the next chapter!!
Jul. 11th, 2007 04:51 am (UTC)
yay update..
glad that you're okay now ^^

awwwww.. poor ryo.. >.<
poor kame too..
*hugs both*

dun worry.. i'll always stay ^^
Jul. 12th, 2007 12:04 am (UTC)
:D glad to know that! :D

yea.. hug the both of them...

I must be feeling quite evil to write this chapter.

Jul. 11th, 2007 05:05 am (UTC)
Thanks for updating!^^
Jul. 12th, 2007 12:04 am (UTC)
Thanks for commenting! :D
Jul. 11th, 2007 05:18 am (UTC)
kinda short but very good i wish ryo wouldve said that he doesnt want him to go
Jul. 11th, 2007 07:36 am (UTC)
oops. so sorry its short. >.<

I partly wanted ryo to say that. but that hunger for angst in me.. made me do otherwise..

*runs away*
Jul. 11th, 2007 06:22 am (UTC)


Jul. 11th, 2007 07:29 am (UTC)
WHYYYY do i love your adorably expressive comments?!?!? haha..

Don't worry!! It'll work out.. Angst before smut fluff... is always a good thing.

I didn't say anything... >.<
Jul. 11th, 2007 08:48 am (UTC)
OH RYO~~ he only wants to protect Kame after all but he's dangerous himself so the best way is to keep him away *huggles Ryo and Kame*
I think I remember the manga you made reference to before ^^
Jul. 11th, 2007 08:52 am (UTC)
really?! haha. because this chap I din really refer to the manga... *laughs*

but I think the storyline might be common. :D
Jul. 11th, 2007 01:20 pm (UTC)
nyaa u did update so thats good but why stopped there.. but oh well.. cant wait for next chapter ^^
im curious if they will be together again..
Jul. 12th, 2007 12:05 am (UTC)
All I can say is...

Read on to find out.


thanks for your comment!!
Jul. 11th, 2007 07:29 pm (UTC)
Omg I´ve been waiting for your update!!!
Kame-chaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan T________T

But soo fun! YamaPi is Ryo Assistant?! XD Hahah chou kawaii~

Thank you for update~!!! X3
Jul. 12th, 2007 12:06 am (UTC)
Yea.. I was wondering why no one commented on that. It's a small role... but... he is THERE!

Thanks for commenting! :D
(no subject) - kusashipi - Jul. 12th, 2007 05:44 pm (UTC) - Expand
Jul. 13th, 2007 01:34 am (UTC)
ok it's late and I'm tired so I'll try to make it short without sounding lame.

REAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLY good! (somehow, i sound lame... *starts crying* gomen ne. I really like your story and I'm looking forward to the next chapter but right now I can't find my words. So.... uhhhhh..... KEEP ON GOING ! YOU'RE GOOD!
Jul. 13th, 2007 04:23 am (UTC)
:D your comment cheered me up~

You don't sound lame!!! *hugs*

Thanks for the great comment~ and cya arnd here. ;-)
Jul. 19th, 2007 04:06 pm (UTC)
!!!! it took more than a week to realised tt this is updated!!!! wads wrong with mi!! i tot i saw it was still boys or flowers when i check a few days ago... i guess time is flyin pass so fast since i m slackin so enjoyingli..
i'll be lookin forward to incidental love!!!
Aug. 17th, 2007 02:25 pm (UTC)
This is the first fic I've read about that pair. I'm not a RyoKame fan but your fic is really great. I can't wait to read new chap. Please update this soon!!!
May. 18th, 2008 03:11 am (UTC)
omg soooo sad T_T am waiting for the next chapter if there is i hope so ;_; am waiting fot it ^^
Jan. 24th, 2011 02:41 pm (UTC)
oh ryo breaking yours and kames heart, go get him dont let him leave
cant wait to read the next
thank you so much for sharing
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